Hikaru's Hidaway

bored update

Mon, 16 Jul 2007 17:51:24 GMT

I got bored so I decided to post in my LJ ^^
Yay LJ

Update
1. All the weight I lost on the hydroxycut diet I gained back. So I'm working harder to lose so much weight before school starts.

2. I've been with Luis for 10 months, so Angela can piss out of my personal life for how wrong she was.

3. I've been helping Jordan alot lately.

4. No one hired me for a job T.T

5. I tried to cut my own hair but cutted it badly. Now I have a boy cut.

6. There is no 6

7. I still dont want to make friends or have friends that I cant trust.

that's about it really

prove to me...

Mon, 18 Jun 2007 02:02:40 GMT

I'm feeling abit more..."peppy-er"

People should learn they're loyalties like I did with mine. I've been through crap and the people who say they "love" me and know the crap I've been through and still treat me horribly don't deserve my loyalty.

I've lost my trust in people.

I refuse to hugged by those I dont feel they have proved their loyalties to me, and that will disappoint most people and quite frankly I dont care what you think!

I dont consider anyone as friends unless they have proved to me...

whatever it takes...

you dont deserve my trusting loyalty if there is none returned

Angela had to learn that the hard way, and she is still pestering me...

pestering isnt proving

that is all...

Picking up the Scraps

Sat, 16 Jun 2007 02:17:40 GMT

I'm starting to doubt that I have any sliver of chance on getting any kind of job at all...

Angela has gotton my bad side, leaving a message saying "I guess your still mad" when she was the one mad in the first place and "call me when you just want to talk" like hell I'm talking to that two-facewhen I have better people I can talk to...

I've been sleeping and eating alot of junk and I bet that's not good for me...

See, I live in a place where it's 2 steps away from becoming a slum...there's no real reason for me to go outside and do anything

I've been bored out of my mind...all I can do is pick up what scraps I have and piece them together...

Quizzes

Fri, 15 Jun 2007 23:23:51 GMT

What is Your Inner Element?

The Element of Water
You are the Water that flows throughout the earth to maintain life, and the force that shapes our planet. Very emotional, you are keen to other peoples feelings, and make a truly wonderful friend. Water has the most intuition and psychic energy than any of the other elements. So if you have ever thought that maybe it was something more than your "gut feeling", listen to that instinct more, it will take you places! You are very receptive, but also extremely sensitive... often too emotional. You have an over active, imaginative mind; and alot of the time you find yourself in your own reality. You have a very subtle, persistant, and even sometimes intense nature about you. You are a very loyal, caring lover, and your relationships tend to last a time. You are very kind, sympathetic, romantic, impressionable, mystical, adaptable, and changeable. The drawbacks for the element Water include: you are susceptible to accidents in the home, prone towards becoming a victim of theft, are very secretive & jealous, you have a quick, hot temper, hive a higher susceptibility to drugs + alcohol, are easily drawn into unpredictable situations, and to unbalanced people.

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What is the romantic movie of your life?

Love, Actually
You like to be surrounded by love. It bothers you when others are in love and you have yet to find it yourself. But, with your charming personality, love is closer than you may think!

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What is your theme song

Riot by Three Days Grace
You are angry all the time and you have the need to break stuff and fight people .

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Are you a good bf/gf?

You are a gift from god!
you treat your baby how they should be treated! they are really lucky to have you! but make sure they dont love you for what you give to them, make sure its because of you! you are really sweet.

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What is your spirit animal?

Deer Spirit
Your spirit animal is the deer.
Kind, passionate, loving and wise.
With a deer spirit, one is very charismatic, though they may not know it, reclusive and shy, one may miss a grand opportunity for love and life should they keep their distance.

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Whats your stripper name

Angel
You love to be the hero though you will not admit it. You will do anytthing for the ones you love, without asking any questions.

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.....what emo way would u die

bullet
u love it fast and painless u will be in heaven (or hell) very soon

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What type of person are you?

Organizer
You love to organize your life. You wouldn't be complete without your extremely nifty pocket book hand held electronic lover by your side.

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What evil animal avatar are you?

Evil Bunny
My personal favorite, and a Monty Python classic-- you are the evil bunny. You are far more ferocious than you seem to be at first glance, and you are capable of devouring many combat-experienced knights. Your one weakness: the Holy Hand Grenade.

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WHAT KIND OF FAIRY ARE YOU?

FLOWER FAIRY
YOU LIKE THINGS THAT SMELLS GOOD! YOU ALSO LIKE NATURE...YOU'D RATHER PREFER FLOWERS THAN CHOCOLATES..(OR MAYBE BOTH =P )

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Which greek goddess are you?

Artemis
The goddess of the hunt, wild animals, healing, childbirth, and chastity. You love nature and the beauty of the moon. You are a savior to girls of all ages. You shine.

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I thought this one was funny cause I had to dress up as a greek goddess for a school project and I did Artemis

Who are you really?

Down to earth
You don't like things to be all big and fancey you're ok with going out to Mc Donald's or BK and just chillin with friends!You're highly respected amoungst your friends and by those who don't know you.

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Which one of the triforce are you?

Nayru (wisdom)
You may not be the best at using the sword or any other weapon, but you do have the greastest power, Knowlegde and wisdom. Your ideas are better than anyone else and you can give great advice.

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Which PowerPuff Girl are you?

Bubbles
Your Bubbles. You are perky, and like to have fun. You are sometimes a kid, or you aren't scared to be a kid. You love to hang out with friends, and not always be fighting crime. You can put a smile on anyone's face, and wipe the tears away, you are the happiness. You are everyhing nice and be happy for that.

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Fri, 15 Jun 2007 02:02:46 GMT

Angela called me again today. I didnt answer.

She left a voice mail. Sounding all upset and whatnot. saying "call me if you want to talk"

I dont need to talk to her when I have other people to talk to

Dream

Thu, 14 Jun 2007 17:47:56 GMT

I got this post card in the mail saying that I have been excepted to be on a new reality show. The show was to set people in a huanted house for 3 days. So, I apparently went. The other people who were there was Ross (from Friends), some guy in a sweater that looked like a rug, some lady, and my mom. Well, it turn out that this place is huanted and this is how it happened. My mom got intereseted in playin a video game so she played it without ever stopping, ever. Like she was in a trance. The lady died..by the closet door opening and a pair of hand grabbing her and she...was gone. The phone rang and Ross answered it and it was a lady named Siren. He wasnt paticularly intereseted in talking to her so he gave the phone to me. She knew what was going on and told me that this wasnt a show, it was some sort of tap. She's the kind of person who knows everything about the "otherworld". There were noises outside, and I looked out and their were many undead things out there...*ahem* Ross was making some sort of pie when he set it down beside the sweater guy he told him to "deflate it" so the sweater guy poked his finger on the pie and a finger came out of the pie and soon a whole hand and grabbed him and he disapeared. I tried to tell Ross what was going on and he didnt believe one bit of anything was real. I tried to get him to call Siren again but he said "use your own phone" then I made some sort of face and he just gave me the phone. I called her to explain and she was trying to to tell me how to survive when Ross came and took the phone and hanged it up. He started elling me that none of this is real then I took a gun and shot at the middle of the room which a ghost was there and shown itself then disapeared. "I can see them, they're real" I said and he just frantically laughed as timed stopped and he fell to the floor, dead. All of a sudden a man appeared and wrapped his arms around me...he said it was a shame to see what I can do and not know that it was me...I was in shock and I demanded to know who he was and he put it simply that he was the King of the Undead and that I was to be his Wueen...he said that the undead havnt harmed me because the know my powers and that I would be their Queen...He left the building for a short while but in that time I triend calling Siren again...She said "take two of these and call me in the morning" and two red pills appeared before me. I popped them in my mouth and I quickly drank some water from the tap. I feel on the floor awakening in the clouds. A man above me said your not dead but in a near-death state. Just sit tight. he opened a hole in the clouds to reveal a mirror which showed my body lying on the ground. The man appeared again and took my body to a tower and layed my ontop of a bed to where I awoken.

this goes on for a while but I tried to give as much description as possible but my headache is getting worse...I'll just give you the jist after what happens here.

Basically the old King and Queen of the underworld has run their contract to the limit and they have to chose a succesor..and the sucessors are born in human form but are really some sort of undead thisng...if you understand that...and it's wierd because Luis ended up being that guy, the new King, but he looked completly different in that form...after I knew this I had no problem agreeing to my "fate" but I wanted to live out my human life...so the contract between us and the old King and Queen was that we will become the new King and Queen after our human deaths...

bleah

Mon, 11 Jun 2007 03:55:47 GMT

I havnt been feeling very well lately...

I've been getting icy, pounding headaches like the once you get when you sit in a car where the AC is set all the way up. I feel like vomiting all the time too...I've been trying to get some rest but I've been having lots of nightmares that keep me from sleeping well...

As well as I've turned in all 3 applications for different jobs the other day and I should have put on some sunblock before I went out. The sun is defnitatly not my friend at all...neither are mosquitos....luckily I'm not allergic to them...but I am allergic to all the pollution and pollen in the air and there has been alot of that recently

I've been bored too...so hopefully I can get a job to keep me out of this foresaken house....I can't stand it...aside from nightmares keeping me up there are loud screeching noises from cars, police sirens, and gun fire all around me. My place has been robbed and I'm always afraid when I'm leaving my apartment as well...my apartment was on the news once because there was some sort of major crime taking place here...*sigh* this is the kind of place where people shoot dogs just for fun

My mom had her purse ripped write of her hands while she was walking home from work one day, I almost get run over more than once when I'm crossing the street...once when I was walking home from school a man tried to kidnap me...who know what could happen if he took me...I could be dead

I've been through alot of close calls of death really....I almost got trampled by horse once...but whenever I tell someone they just laugh like it's no big deal...like Angela

she thinks that she has such a more shitter life than everyone else and wants everyone to feel fucking sorry for her...she doesnt care how she acts as long as she gets what she wants...and for some reason she wants me in her clutches...she says "your a special frend" but then she turns around and says "what makes you so different from anybody else?"

Apparantly anybody "close" to her doesnt realize how two-faced she is...
I dont know why anybody bothers with her...

I'm sorry, me feeling crappy brings back crappy memories

Jobs...so...much...paperwork

Fri, 08 Jun 2007 19:03:59 GMT

I'm kinda busy today with running around to different nearby stores getting job applications...so far I was only able to obtain 3. Burger King, Olive Garden, and Gamestop. All nice places to work. I'm only going to work during the summer since I'm moving, but it would be nice to earn my own money than rely on my mom ^^

Anyways, I'm hoping to get a job at Gamestop, I really dont care what postion I just want to work there instead with sweaty guy in the kitchen. Because it either work at Gamestop, do little jobs in the kitchen, or bus tables. Which is all relativly easy for me ^^ I just hope I get accepted in a the closest place to my house so I dont have to walk so far >.< the closest would be Gamestop, then Buger King then Olive Garden

I'm all tired and sweaty from walking to all sorts of stores and when I asked if they were hiring they all didnt have applications except Olive Garden and Burger King (I had to print one from the Gamestop webbie)

anyways, I should be going back to filling these out...

Couples Cosplay

Fri, 08 Jun 2007 03:36:56 GMT

Luis wanted to get into cosplay too,,,and what better way to get into it but join me in creating pairing costumes

Costumes
1. Leo and Aeris - VG Cat comics (I'll probably end up e-mailing Mr. Ramsoomair if we can use his characters)
2. Zaggurat 8 and MOMO - Xenosaga (I saw MOMO and thought she was absolutly adorable and that I must cosplay as her...so why not Luis join in ^^ )

that's all that comes to mind...I did want to do something that goes with Jordan's secret project for A-Fest but I'm probably not going....so there's really no pint in making that costume

but the one's I have listed is a big plate...especially Ziggy's outfit >.<

Zoo and Death Note

Thu, 07 Jun 2007 02:56:16 GMT

I went to the Fort Worth Zoo today. I have picture too in my pic thingie so you can look...
I dont really like the fact that people capture animals and put them in small areas. There was this one lady ove by the rhinos complaining on how they should put them in smaller cages so she can see them better and she was flicking cigerette ashes over the side of the rail...

Anyways, I have a question about Death Note....
What if he runs out of paper? Does that happen in the series? or does the Note regenerate paper...the notebook looks very thin too....does he die if the paper runs out?

it just boggles my mind >.<

Cosplay

Tue, 05 Jun 2007 03:02:55 GMT

Anime
1. Midori Kasugano - Midori Days ("I <3 Seigi" dress)
2. Rena Ryugu - Higurashi no Naku Koro ni (White dress with purple bows)
3. Hinata Hyuga - Naruto (Sensei's reccomendation)
4. Yachiru Kusajishi - Bleach (I havnt gotten that far in the story where she comes in but I think shes adorable >.< )
5. Ayumu Kasuga A.K.A Osaka - Azumanga Daioh (school outfit)
6. Naru Narusegawa -Love Hina (cram school outfit)
7. Shinobu Maehara - Love Hina
8. Pucho Puchocho Puppuku Pikokku - Pixie Pop
9. Sir Integral Fairbrook Wingates Hellsing - Hellsing
10. Yumiko/Yumie Takagi - Cross-Fire (Hellsing Bonus Story)
11. Lisa Hayes - Robotech (Uniform)

Video Games
1. Mama - Cooking Mama
2. Cybil Myers A.K.A "Iron Vixen" - Trauma Center: Second Opinion
3. Colette Brunel - Tales of Symphonia

Original
1. Christmas Bunny
2. Wii ninja

Just Added
Sugar - A little Snow Fairy Sugar

I'm decided on what to do next

and I'll update this list from time to time

A-Kon

Mon, 04 Jun 2007 15:29:34 GMT

A-Kon was awsome even though my legs are killing me >.<

Jordon was planning on letting me, Dee, an Vene stay at her place but their parents needed an adult around and no guys either plus Jordan's car was having some troubles with it...she was pretty mad at it ^^;

I cosplayed as Cooking Mama and I was the only one their >.< and everyone who knew who I was went crazy, even Scott Ramsoomair (VG Cat Comics) knew who I was ^^

the dealer room kinda sucked since I was last there (A-Kon 16)

I bought everything I wanted on Friday...well not everything >.< I was interested in some Deathnote mangas, I would have bought some but I kinda met Peter Beagle on my way upstairs and I had to buy one of the prints (which they were only 500 of each) and I kindaspent my last $20 on it >.< but I got it signed and everything ^^

I got to hug alot of cosplayers since I didnt have a camera. Dude, I met Sugar ^^ she was so cute, and she had a nose stud >.< ....and from this con I realised that my favorite guy from Bleach is Kisuke Urahara (hat and shoes guy) I dont know why I just do

Anyways, I didnt go on sunday because there was nothing much else to do, the only thing I wanted to do was go to the funigirls party cause there giving out really good free stuff

not much else, but I'm kinda on a "anime high" >.<

I dont know what to do for a summer job...at first I wanted to do kitchen's deli since they pay good but I'm also leaning toward GameStop too....

quizzes from boredom

Sun, 27 May 2007 02:22:54 GMT

You Are Brownie Batter Ice Cream

You've been known to lick *everything* clean

What Flavor Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream Are You?

mmmmm...Ben and Jerrys

You Are 7 Up

Understated and subtle, people warm up to you slowly.
But once they're hooked, they can't imagine going back to anyone else!

Your best soda match: Diet Coke

Stay away from: Mountain Dew

What Kind of Soda Are You?

I like the lemony limeness ^^

Your Observation Skills Get A B-

Your senses are pretty sharp (okay, most of the time)
And it takes something big to distract you!

How Observant Are You?

woooow....

You Are 80% Psychic

You are so very psychic.
But you already predicted that, didn't you?
You have "the gift" - and you use it daily to connect with others.
You're very tapped into the world around you...
Just make sure to use your powers for good!

Are You Psychic?

O.O

Your Aura is Violet

Idealistic and thoughtful, you have the mind and ideas to change the world.
And you have the charisma of a great leader, even if you don't always use it!

The purpose of your life: saying truths that other people dare not say

Famous purples include: Mahatma Gandhi, Martin Luther King, Jr., Susan B. Anthony

Careers for you to try: Political Activist, Inventor, Life Coach

What Color Is Your Aura?

My Dream

Fri, 25 May 2007 21:13:53 GMT

I guess I'm just weird but I would like a nice little house in the country side....mybe by the mountains where the clean air is (tis good for my allergies) not a big house but big enough to raise a family and have a cosplay business. The kids can have a nice walk to school in the crisp morning. Luis would be at his desk typing away for his new novel and I would be in my little shop putting together a commision...

that would be perfect for me ^^

The Count Down: Take 2

Wed, 23 May 2007 18:33:55 GMT

She seriously wont let it go. She now says that I was the one that hated her for all those years not her. Which of course is a load on CRAP...she was the one that treated me badly and she desperatly needs another chance and I'm not giving it to her. I WAS going to but after that nasty note she gave me I dont want anything to do with her. and I told her that but she doesnt know her past tenses. Now, she wants me to write back or call her or else she's going to call me over and over unti I talk and that's not going to happen either. She started today...calling...texting. My dad knows a way to block her number. So that's takin care of ^^ I'm blocking her out completly....and she wants her stupid spiral back but she's not getting it....I've decided to burn it...So imma need some help from Sensei cause it's a total fire danger if I do it at my place...

The Count Down

Wed, 23 May 2007 18:25:59 GMT

Last few days of school is winding down to a big mess. Last several days I expirienced different acts of stupidity. People dropping ballons of bleach from the 2nd foor, several fight broke out, pepper spray everywhere (I was a few yard away from a spot where they started spraying it and I couldnt breath) eggs being thrown, and now we cant even bring bags to school and some of us still have major project due and other work in classes. I'm pretty much leaving my old group and complealy move on to my new one...there isnt anything for me to hang back to my old one. After the Angela incident, she went from anger to denial to barganing...the last letter she gave me was a sort of bargain which I will never answer...My new group treat me much better and they are not the "sexually active" type of people like in my old group....everyone who joined my old group became bisexual....there were only a few who didnt which includes me....

On another note, I'm going to A-Kon this year ^^
This will be my 2nd convention...my first one was A-Kon 16
I finished my costume as well...pretty easy overall. All I had to make was the apron and bandana. I bought or already have the rest of the stuff. Oh! For those who don't know, I'll be Cooking Mama. If Jordan gets some pictures I'll snatch some from her and upload them ^^;

Nothing much else....oh wait...If Jordan is reading this can you help me get a summer job at Kitchen's Deli after A-Kon?

Quizzes

Sat, 19 May 2007 00:01:34 GMT

What kind of furrie are you?(with pics)

you are a rodent furrie, either bunny, mouseyou oreffer peace and your well being over anything else and are one for safety. often called weak or chicken, many do not see your wisdom and willingness for your wellbeing. Go you!
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yay bunny ^^

(Contains pictures) Anime character sexual fantasy

You have a sexual fantasy that includes Kenshin and his long hard sword...just don't let your boyfriend find out you slutt...
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the first time I took this I got "You want to make out wtih all the Sailor Moon girls in the back of your car" O.O

.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-

Your element is Light: Innocent, beautiful, kind-hearted and pure. You are so sweet your almost angelic! You find joy in others happiness and cannot stand to see anyone in pain. You want to make everyone around you feel good about themselves and if someone is upset you can tend to become rather upset as well which means you are sympathetic and raise others above yourself. Being as kind and good-natured as you are people have most likely hurt you in the past but you pick yourself up every time. You may look fragile but you are stronger then most tend to see. Life is beautiful no matter how you look at it and you understand that people make mistakes. Not everyone is perfect. You try to see the good in the bad which is a talent few posses. Dont ever let anyone change you. You truly have a beautiful soul inside and a heart of gold.
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mmmm...*nods*

What's your Weapon? .._..contains Anime pictures.._..

Bo! The chinese Wood Stick! The Bo looks not very dangerous but ask the Shaolin monks, they would be able to kill you in less than two hits. And it's the best protection weapon ever, because there is no blade and you can choose how much you want to hurt your opponent.
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Oooooh, a stick ^-^

.: W H I C H - D A R K - A N I M E C H A R A C T E R - A R E - Y O U ? :. (many long results w\ pics)

You are Kikyou the undead Priestess. You wander the earth feuled by hatred. People mistaken you to be evil but really you are just seeking the revenge that your heart would not let you forget.
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Triple Date

Fri, 18 May 2007 21:10:03 GMT

Tomorrow I'm going on a triple date with my friends. Jordan and Christian are coming down with us to the movies. We're going to see Shrek 3 ^^

I'm doing a little better now than the other day

I noticed something today. Angela's mom use to brag to my mom of how much she has sex. So what I think is that her parents have so much sex they don't have time to beat some sese into that brain of hers like my dad does to me...

I had enough

Wed, 16 May 2007 00:08:09 GMT

Enough is enough with this stupid, little, pathetic Angela. When I dropped the bomb she turned around and replied back and then when I replied back to what she said she fucking lashes out at me once more. Everything I told her is the truth and she knows it she doesn't want to accept it. She wrote me this nasty note and I lost my temper and wrote one back. She said something about shit hitting the fan and I said that she was right but some of that shit will hit her and hopefully knok some sense in that microscopic vacant space she calls a head.

I've had enough of her...I was willing to give her another chance but since she wrote that note I dont want anythig to do with her....If you want to read it I'll show you later...

The Confrentation

Mon, 14 May 2007 22:09:17 GMT

Today I dropped the bomb, with only the encouregement of my real friends. It was akward since she hugged me before I left. After lunch, I went to walk with Jordan to my class but before that Stephanie came up to me saying that I need to get out cause if Angela saw me she was going to kill me. As well as in art, Ashley was tell me about how she saw Angela read the spiral and start to cry. Now I'm not a heartless bitch, but why the hell should I care if she cant handle the truth. Everything I wrote in that foresaken spiral was all truth. Anyways after she read it and went all crying she was cuddling up to her smelly dog Enrique. So now I have to deal with her. I can do it the calm rational way where if she has something to say she can say in front of everyone instead of making it whole scene, cuase really I tried to keep the scene on a low profile...or I can knock her head clean off...it's her choice

sigh

Sun, 13 May 2007 17:37:10 GMT

Ah, my sensei has moved off to her fiance's apartment recently and I've been kinda lonley. I still see her once in a while, but not much anymore.

It would be nice if I could spend the night at their place but that would be awkward >.<

Crisis: take 3 Dropping the bomb

Sun, 13 May 2007 00:16:58 GMT

I finaly wrote a reply in that little spairal of Angela's. I wrote that I didn't want to be friends any more then I lest a few good reasons why and gave examples of what she did to me. She always has this attitude problem when I tell her how horrible she's acting so she's pretty much going to explode when she reads this (why it's called "Dropping the bomb") but anyways the sooner I give the spiral to her the better it is for me so I can stop feeling like this whole thing is my fault.

Dealings

Sun, 13 May 2007 00:15:55 GMT

I've had it with Marissa's little fits. She gets angry when some ..one walks up and starts talking to the person she talks to when she does the exat little thing. A few days ago I was Walking with Mr. Moogle from class and she came up and said "I'm kidnapping Jimmy" and she wrapped around his arm like a giant squid and ran off with him. There was this time in J-Club when we were doing the President/Vice-President nominations and she sat behind me complaining that it wasnt fair cause Jordan would win which she is right but for the wrong reason. Jordon will win because whe makes a great leader. Just to shut her up I nominated myself which brought the competition up a litlle but not much. Also there are times when she just glares at me for no reason at all and I just stare back at her cause I dont talk to people who glare at me for stupid reasons or no reason at all. I'm fed up with her.

Crisis: Take 2

Sun, 13 May 2007 00:14:07 GMT

I'm getting extensivly pissed at my so called "friends"...

It's two weeks away from the day I drop the bomb on them. I'm just trying to decide what to reply in Angela's spiral to end it all. So if you have any suggestions that would be helpful. I never "broken-up" with a friend or a group of friends. So my first though was to just write to her all the problems she cuased me...

Crises

Wed, 09 May 2007 23:48:17 GMT

Toaday was Angela's birthday and she expected me to say happy birthday to her....like thats going to happen. She forgot my birthday and i still remember hers. I still can't get over the fact that she's just bitch from the very first I met her. I still dont know how to break it to her that I don't want to be friends anymore. We used to pass back and forth a spiral and she's expecting me to write back...maybe I will write that I dont want to be friends and give it to her on the last day of school explaining why I dont want to be friends. I don't care if she gets pissed off at me or turns everyone against me. The ones who do arn't real friends so I don't have to worry about them either so it will all just snowball from the seperation from Angela...because everyone loves Angela more than me. So of course they would side with her....I have no problem with that and if people i dont want to be friends with (for my own reasons) side with me I'm going to drop them the same way....I just cant deal with people's attitude with me anymore.